June 2013
7 posts
“Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times. Once, you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more. Once you must fall in love with someone you believe is perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as anything less than you deserve. And once, you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be. And when you’re through will all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that needed you the most. But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone only wants to be loved.”
—(via secretsbest)
Mistakes
I hope i die
I hope i bleed
I hope he’s happy one day
I hope he can forget about me
I hope i explode
I hope he can learn to forgive and forget
I hope that i can learn my lesson
I hope that this can all fade
I hope this pain in my chest will stop
I hope he realizes i was the problem
I hope he’ll be happier without me in his life
All of my mistakes haunt me. Never will i be able to be happy. I fucked up and i ruined the best thing that has ever happened to me…and it will never be fixed…it will never go back to the way its been…i ruin everything…EVERYTHING…he’ll move on…and eventually find someone who’s better than me…someone who’s caring…someone who thinks of others before herself…someone who can make him happier than i ever did…because all i did was walk into his life and ruin everything…
i hate who i’ve been… im my own worst enemy
when depressed, burn yourself more
May 2013
5 posts
You don’t need to buy my expensive things or take me out to dinner every night or even every weekend. I don’t need the world or want the world. I want the little things. If you push my hair out of face or rub my back. Or if you randomly kiss my cheek. Or text me randomly saying you miss me. Or if you make a tweet about me or post a picture of us on instagram. Then that’s all I care about. I want the little things. I care way more about that, than anything else.
everyone
what is the point of life..when everyone hates you? when you wake up every morning not knowing why you’re still alive. Days like today make me realize that im worthless…that i dont have the strength to be a doctor and save lives…but that is partially my fault. I have set this false allusion for myself that i could be happy. that one day i will be successful and make my family proud…but that will never happen…at least not for me…im just going to do what i do best and give up…
i knew this would eventually happen…i know i would eventually fall back into the trap that self-harm had set for me…
I just wish that i could disappear
Would you ever stop loving me?
never. <3
January 2013
5 posts
save me
i can’t do this anymore
im losing it and no one seems to care
my anxiety is back and i need a cure
i can barely breathe and he’s not helping
im lost
i need help and i don’t want to do what i used it
i can’t go back there
so im begging,
someone please..
save me
December 2012
17 posts
Some people get joy out of bothering others and bringing them down. You have to learn to just take a breath and brush it off. It's hard at first, but I promise you it gets easier as time goes on.
thanks for the advice, anon. people like you give me hope. thank you for caring. message me with your normal user to continue talking?
You are beautiful. You need to keep those you know you love and love you back close and cherish them. Stop dwelling on annoying people trying to get a rise out of you.
Why won’t the annoying people leave…why is it necessary for people to do this..
good job
congratulations
all you do is bring me down…can’t wait til i snap
put up a picture of your cuts/scars
thanks for trying to hurt me rather than making me better
help me
June 2012
1 post
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